Sometimes in life we are faced with decisions that we do not want to have to make. Sometimes the things we want can not be accomplished with what we have. Limited resources hold us back all the time. Though they do not know it yet, I am going to have to close the chapter in my life's book titled "ZBT". It is not because I don't not love all the brothers I have come close to over the past year. It has been one of the greatest choices in my life. It really broke me out of my shell of seclusion. It has given me many chances to learn and grow and lead and do many things I never otherwise would have had the chance to do. My views on the world and people have both be effected. However, though this is the end for me officially as a member, a brother for life I hope to stay. Connects have been made with a few of the brothers and I hope that even though I can not attend the meetings and brother events, I can still be around during the week and weekends. I am still willing to go to any lengths for any one of my brothers, and I hope they are still willing to do the same. I guess the only question I have to ask myself is: What could I have done better and why didn't I do it right the first time. This is not me having regrets, it is me wondering if I did everything I could to maximize myself with the time I was given.
